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[camo_prince]

I hate this place.

[Filter: Private; unhackable]

... guess you were right. I really am a cheater...



(( OOC: 4% used on remembering Maora/Yoshitaka in general and his feelings about him/general relationship status between them. Suzaku-mun, Maguri's gonna be hiding in his bed for a while. ))

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[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

What happened?

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

... remembered something.

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

That bad..?

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

I...

Can I talk to you about it later?

I don't feel very good right now.

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

Oh. Okay.

Well I talked to Ginko finally... and I have good news so look forward to it, okay?

Several hours later

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

... Good news?

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

That's right.

I spoke to Ginko finally and.. well. You and I can give it a shot. Together, I mean.

Filtered to Hibari

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

Can... you come over to the other apartments? I don't want to talk in the room. Don't really want to talk at all, but... have to... and I want to see you...

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

Of course.

*Thus, about a half hour later Hibari was knocking on Maguri's door.*

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

*Maguri answered the door after a few minutes and his hair was mussed and his eyes were somewhat red, like he'd been crying. He swallowed hard and his voice was quiet when he spoke* The roof ok? I couldn't think of anywhere else to talk alone without leaving.

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

Sure.. come on. *He reached to gently take Maguri's hand and lead him up toward the roof.*

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

*Maguri was grateful for being led and was fairly quiet as they headed up one more level to reach the roof. The crisp, cool air felt pretty good on his face, but he didn't really notice it, too busy trying to figure out what to say... *

I remembered someone... from back home...

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

Did you really...?

*Took him over to the edge and sat down with him, not letting go of his hand.. not suspecting a thing yet! He was still in a pretty good mood.*

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

... someone who's never going to forgive me if I ever... *Paused to make sure he wouldn't start crying again, sniffling* ... ever see them again.

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

....

*Slowly, he released Maguri's hand, expression going from happy and calm to blank rather quickly.*

In what way?

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

... his name is Yoshitaka, but we call him Maora because.... well, I can't remember, but it's probably because of something weird, because he's weird....

I've known him since we were both little... and...

I think he was my boyfriend....

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

I see.

*He went quiet, contemplating... though, really, nothing was going through his head. He couldn't think. Finally, he'd gone and straightened things out so they could-- but now Maguri had a boyfriend and--

He didn't know what to say. So, he stood, looking out into the distance.*

I understand.

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

*Maguri had scrambled to his feet when Hibari had stood and looked at him, pained*

Wh-what? What do you understand? Cause I don't know what I'm supposed to do....

I don't know if I'll even ever see Maora again...........

And I do still like you too... and... *He sighed miserably* I don't know what to do. *There were a few tears now, but he tried to wipe them away quickly*

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

You're conflicted.

You have memories to sort though. That's enough to worry about without you having to think of our situation, too. So just forget about it if that makes it easier for you.

*Sighed softly, sticking his hands in his pockets.*

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

Kyouyan...

I... just... *Sat down again and buried his face in his knees, curling them up to his chest*

But... I... I really like you and wanted to see if....

This isn't fair! I hate this place. It shouldn't mess around with people like this, damnit!

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

...I can make this all really easy for you if you want, Chestnut.

Do you want me to? Just say the word..

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

*The blonde lifted his head slowly to look up at Hibari*

What are you talking about?

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

*He turned and walked back over to Maguri, kneeling in front of him. He took him firmly by the shoulders and kissed him.*

[camo-prince.livejournal.com]

*Maguri really hadn't known what to expect from Hibari when he'd said that, but that definately took him by surprise. His shoulders tensed under Hibari's hands for a moment before they fell slack and relaxed. Wide gold eyes slid closed as the war within him went silent temporarily and he just accepted the kiss, even leaning up into it hesitantly.*

[kamikorosu-yo.livejournal.com]

*One hand slid into Maguri's hair as his other arm slid down and wound around his waist, pulling him onto his lap. He tipped his head slightly, deepening their kiss, only keeping at it a few seconds longer before breaking it. Hibari stayed close though, bumping foreheads. He really didn't want to stop but it probably wouldn't do to overwhelm the poor blond even more.*